Thinking Aloud!!!

So I have been thinking about people and there interactions with each others! What kind of friend, family, spouse, parent or all around person are you? For me it comes down to a lot. I know that since my father has passed my patience has worn thin, I don't think I have the forgiving nature I once had. The fact that he passed on so quickly reminds me that none of us are given an exact time here and that we shouldn't be waisting our lives on dumb mundane fake things/ideas and be real with our selves, the people around us and our future. I know once again I am rambling but take a look at yourself see if the people around you see you as you want to be seen or as something else. Are you doing your best everyday to live your life so when you die (which WILL HAPPEN) the time you spent on earth was filled with God, Love, Friends and Family and not the fake idea of what life should be or who you shouldn't be impressing.

I know that as of late I have not let this get in my way. Only in retrospect have I seen that I have given to much attention and energy into unworthing things... My life, My time, My affection and attention are very imporatant and I am putting my foot down and not going to let it happen any longer! I am going to give all of ME to people who not only care for me but who believe in me. So next time some one comes up to me with some B.S. they better be prepared to get shut down or to be told the truth. I don't have it in me anymore to care about pleasing everyone but I do have it in me to be true to me and the HONEST LOVED ONES AROUND ME!

GOD BLESS YOU ALL THAT TRULY HAVE MY BACK.. (mostly the people who subscribe to this blog, LOVE U ALL!)